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pretty eyes
4-18-03 @ 5:36 P.M.


last night I was looking through an animal book with Lydia and we saw this picture of a "leopard seal" that had caught a penguin and killed it and it had it in it's mouth and I started balling my eyes out. I thought it was really sad. penguins are my favorite animal, if you didn't know that. I made like a squealy noise before I started crying too. I also saw a "pine marten" that had a squirrel hanging out of it's mouth, dead and I cried even more. Man, what a sad book. There's also another picture in the book that's actually funny. There's grasshoppers having sex, which is normal, but there's another grasshopper in the background watching them! haha, that's so silly. I really wish you could see it. it's freakin hilarious! man that's funny. I'm looking at it right now. I wonder what the other grasshopper is thinking. anyway...I had a strange dream last night. I went to Albertson's to go see Pauly and I saw this guy that looked like my youth pastor and I asked him if he was going to the military and he said "No, did Kathryne tell you that" and I was like "kind of" and I asked where Pauly was and he pointed to Pauly and I went up to Pauly but he had a wife and a little boy!?! it was such a strange dream. I didn't get to talk to him cause he was with her, but when I left I started crying me eyes out. How sad. I had a couple other weeiird dreams too but I won't go into it. man it's hot. I'm not looking forward to summer weather. actually, it's not hot outside right now, but it's hot inside...but not hot enough to turn the air conditioner on. I think everyone went to the house show tonight. I really wanted to go, but I didn't have a ride. Oh well. Man I heard that Gunshot Romance has like a show booked for almost every weekend for the next two months. If they have a show on hxc prom night I'm gonna be maaaaaad. by the way, Gunshot Romance is Hunter's band, just so you know. haha. man I really want to go swimming! I can't wait til Shelly gets all her stuff packed and moves into her apartment! She got the apartment today! yay for her! I can't wait to go swimming with her. tomorrow night we're having a girls slumber party thing at my house at like 7:00 or 8:00 and there's a pretty good amount of girls coming, so I'm happy about that! Kathryne's coming! woo hoo! I love Kathryne so much. man I miss her. Yay for tomorrow! I need to call Jennifer tonight about details of tomorrow and stuff. I love Jennifer. Yay! Man it's nice outside. It's like kinda windy and a bit cloudy and not too hot. Maybe I'll go sit out there for a while. I love you. bye.

-Sarah-

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