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tiny dancer in my hand
5-1-03 @ 11:40 P.M.


*Why do you build me up (build me up) buttercup baby just to let me down, mess me around and then worst of all, you never call baby when you say you will, but I love you still I need you more than anything darlin' you know that I have from the start so build me up (build me up) buttercup don't break my heart*

I love that song. Me and Lydia were just singin' it. haha. Sooo I had a good day yesterday. Lance came over around 1ish and me, him and Lydia hungout for a while and then Jennifer came over and we hungout some more. We went to "Youth Group" (gosh I never know what to call it). It was pretty good. man you shoulda seen the game we played. hahaha man it was weird but funny. On the way home we stopped by Albertson's (No not the one that Pauly works at, the one in Arlington. BY THE WAY, Pauly's leaving for the military on the 13th! That makes me so sad. I need to see him again before he leaves. Hopefully I'll actually talk to him this time). We came home and hungout for a while and then we were gonna watch X-Men but I fell asleep so Lydia, my parents, and Jennifer watched it. Me and Jennifer woke up this morning around 9ish. Man was I tired. haha. At like 10:something me, Lydia, and Jennifer were watching The Price Is Right and there was this guy on there that we wanted to win. He was so cool. he was like 55 and black and he was just so happy and precious but he didn't win a thing. gosh we're losers. We went to Wal-Mart today and shopped. It was ok. Lydia took FOREVER trying on bathing suit type stuff. Geezaloo! And she didn't even get anything! Well she got a top but she decided it was too revealing AFTER she brought it home. hahaha. I looked for a gift for Stevie cause it was his b-day yesterday but I couldn't find him anything. Dang it's hard to shop for people when it's an actual holiday thing. It's so much easier when you're just getting something someone randomly. We came home and hungout for a bit and then Jennifer left. I wish she coulda spent another night and I wish it would storm tonight! Man that'd be amazing. I love storms. Onto other news...my dog got loose today. It was kinda funny actually cause she was actually being a good dog. well to me anyway. She wasn't too nice to Lydia which I find weird. But yeah we fixed the wire and got her chained back up. It makes me really sad that she has to be chained up all the time. I think that's so awful but I can't risk losing another dog. That would be awful. She's gotten off her chain like 3 times and never tried running away or anything. I just don't want her to get someone's chickens and then get shot. that would suck. cause with my previous dog I think he was stolen. Well no wonder, he was freaking perfect. But Penny's too mean to get stolen. Anyway before I start crying here...I turned my air conditioner on today for the first time since like September. It was amazing! It felt sooo good to come in here from being in the other rooms! I couldn't stand the heat anymore. I thought I would die. I've been complaining about it SO much lately! haha. My dad is actually the one that suggested turning the air on which is strange but I'm glad he did. After I watched Friends tonight, I came in my room and like almost started crying because the air was on and it was like summer all over again and it just felt so good. I was giggling. haha. Man there's a picture of my dog when she was just like 2 months old (or maybe younger) on my desktop and MAN she is so precious! oh my gosh it kills me! Oh goodness! hehe. I talked to Kathryne today. I miss her so much. We need to hangout! I love her alot. I talked to Stevie for a minute today and he said his b-day sucked and he couldn't talk long cause it was his cell phone but to call him later, which I did but he didn't pick up his phone cause he doesn't anymore for some reason which totally bothers me but whatever. he was napping when I called him. haha. I guess he takes naps like everday too. We're both so friggin' lazy. haha. I think me and Lydia might hangout with Shelly tomorrow? I'm not sure, but I hope so. I'm so excited about Sunday! yaaay! first church, then the church picnic and then SWIMMING with SHELLY! gosh I'm so excited! hehe. I really want Kathryne to spend the night with me on Saturday and I want her to come to church with me and then come to Shelly's with me. Gosh that'd be fun! I made a good analogy the other day. Ya know that saying that's like "what you don't know can't hurt you."? Well I said "Well that's not true, it can hurt, you just don't know why you're hurting". I can't believe I was smart for 3 seconds. hahaha. "Bop it!...Yank it!...Slap it!...Bopityankitslapit!". hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Man you'd have to be there. I love Jennifer! The reason this entry is so long is because I'm writing it offline and I kinda just have to wait for Lydia to get off the phone so I can actually put it in my diary. It confuses me when I'm writing letters because like I'll be talking about present stuff but I know when someone gets the letter it'll be things from the past or like when I'm writing future stuff it'll be "present stuff" when someone's reading it so it totally confuses me. I hate it so much! maybe I shouldn't say anything about the present or future...just the past. haha. man this is nonsense. I'm gonna stop. I love you. bye.

-Sarah-

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