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she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar
6-21-03 @ 8:54 P.M.


There's an angel by your hospital bed, despearate to hear His name on your breath. As He looks down, you're not making a sound. open your eyes, look at me, I'll bring to you whatever you need and I'll tell you I'm sorry that I can't take this pain away from you, I'd put it on my own body if I knew how to. Can you see?

I've gotta bust you out of here somehow, I've never seen your heart this tired, I've never seen your spirit held down.

I know that you'd say "this is what you get for being a bad child" but I know this will be alright in just a little while, in just a little while.

Testing the strong ones, scarring the beautiful ones, it's holding the loved ones, one last time.

Testing the strong ones, scarring the beautiful ones, it's holding the loved ones, one last time.

Testing the strong ones, scarring the beautiful ones, it's holding the loved ones, one last time.

Testing the strong ones, scarring the beautiful ones, it's holding the loved ones, one last time.

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Copeland is so amazing. Every single one of their songs is GREAT. So enjoyable.

Tonight I'm going swimming with Kat and Miranda. I hope Kat's coming anyway. I really do. I love her so much! So I wonder if anyone wonders what I've been up to? Oh well, I'll tell you anyway.

I didn't do anything on Thursday, I'm pretty sure. I slept alot cause of staying up til 5:00 A.M. I really wish I could've gone to the show, but I couldn't so whatever.

Friday I did this thing for a man at my church. Me, Kathryne, and Lydia went and helped them stuff "envelopes". I hated the stuffing envelopes part cause we had to walk around a table like no less then 100 times just putting flyers in the "envelopes" so me and Kathryne switched to labeling the "envelopes" and that was alot funner and we had a good time singing and talking and labeling. ha. We also stapled. That was ok. Not as fun as labeling. We got to eat lunch, which was really good. mmmm, pizza. ha man I'm a loser. Afterward, we went back to Richie's and then my mom picked us up and we dropped Kat home and then went home and I took a nap and then Heidi came over and we hungout for a little while then met Mark at the mall and then we went to DBC. It was really awesome. I really LOVE the worship there. It's amazing. We went home afterward and Heidi spent the night. She left like right when I woke up though which kind of sucks, but at least we hungout at all right? I love Heidi! I didn't do anything today. Kind of unproductive.

Hey if everyone would pray for Stevie if you're so inclined. He has meningitis. It's really sad cause he's feeling not good and he has to get spinal taps sometime this week and I don't think that's very fun at all. I know not alot of people read this, but whoever does, I know he'd really appreciate it. Thank You.

Ok I'm done now. I love you. Bye.

-Sarah-



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